Thursday, June 15, 2017

Blind

Hey, Nizha,

Can't really look at a computer right now. Just touch typing this to you right now. I got surgery yesteerday!
Basci wrap up: Neil and I have been fighting for the past couple of days, cause he has to see me so much I suppsed now that Mark is in the hospital. Had a conference with his close friends and his psychiatrist about the past. present, and future of his mental disease. Either way, Mark is getting to smuch better.

Sam called last night, Mar's very ery good friend. He wanted to take over Mar's finacial assets. Not take over really, sjust be a coosigner or soething? Idk. Mark in his mania had determined that this would be my repsondibilitiy. Which, I'ms ure scares Sam as he doesn't know me and I'm not entirely commited to being his "wife" , but I do want what's best for MAr and I' not entirely opposed to getting married to him. U just wish he wasore stable, which he' may very well be on his meds.

I got to seng the solo today. That was fun. With Andy. Aaron told James he wanted to try doing the solo, but that would require Nick or someone else to take over his beatboxing duties. It's not likely that he will be able to find someone else, but it would be a dream come true to do a duet with Aaron. I wish I could muster up the couprage to ask him how he feels about me. I love him so much n a way that is so perfect. It's not painful, just hopeful and excited. I've never felt this way about anyone.

I hope he really will go on vacation with me. I would dye of joy.

Anyway, sorry abou the typos. Again, I'm trying this almost completely blind. Figure it was more fun to not correct it afterwards when I can see again and just publish it as it. Not a bad job I think.

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